Only Time Can Tell

Will any good come of all the bad i have been put through....well? I have been patiently waiting for the time to come...just getting a little depressed, and starting to repress my feelings, by sleeping off the pain, anger, ...and most of all anxiety...if it weren't for me and my big conscience, i wouldn't be this situation. Its things like this that keep me awake nearing 3 in the morning. But it also thinking about other things to, mostly the future; and what it will hold. I wish i knew if anybody ever stopped a read a paragragh off my blog, just to be happy that i may have an audience. :/ a girl can have dreams cant she! ;)